Wednesday, August 27, 2014

New place to live, Dormitory, Telkom Univesity, Bandung.

My days in Bandung

Hi, I’m back with a lot of stories I want to share! Oh ya for your information, I’m no longer student in Aceh, no longer communication student and I yeah I moved from Aceh. I’m now a Telkom University student(that I had never expected to be here I knew a little about this uni bcse friend of mine said that this uni has fashion major and now I’m here), with textiles and fashion design as its major. I don’t call myself “Fashion student” because I know I’m not fashionable and I won’t take “fashion setter, fashion blogger, or yg gitu2lah” as my concentration majors. Baiklah, sebelum aku bercerita about all my days, for the first arrived even till now, aku mau cerita ttg how I struggled to get this, how I knew about this major in Telkom University dan segala semua yang gak gak penting yang pengen aku ceritakan.
Because of I had been a student in one of the public universities, it was so hard to get my mom’s permission to move to other uni. (I have some reasons why I want to move so badly, and I shouldn’t tell you why ‘cause it would seem “mocking” :p). Well, finally I got my mom’s permission and followed the test. The test went well but still, I worried I couldn’t pass and If I couldn’t pass the test I have to keep living in Aceh K. Tapi tuhan berkata lain and I PASSSEEEDD! I couldn’t stop saying hamdallah! OH MY GOD REALLY I PASSED THE TEST AND MOVED HAHAHAHA! Seneng banget dan sampai pada akhirnya malam pun tiba, I got some problem. A little problem oh no……..BIG PROBLEM. That’s a problem FOR INTROVERTS, FOR ME. I have to live in Bandung, the place I had never been(mungkin pernah waktu kecil, tp lupa) and you know what?! WHAT?!! I have to adapt and socialize with new people. For introvert like me, I’d rather being alone than socializing(but now, I’m on my to be Extrovert hahahaha) mau sih bersosialisi tapi ya that person should start to make a chat, not me, I’m not a good of starting a chat with new people. And the worst part was…………living in dormitory. Hmm, so I stalked a twitter that connected to Telkom University and found some Telkom student. Famous, Rich, and fashionable. AND ALL THOSE THINGS MADE ME SO DOWN DOWN DOWN. But okay, tetap tenang dan sampailah pada hari dimana saya harus berangkat ke Bandung. Sampai di Bandung, esp in Telkom University tepat pada saat mendaftar asrama, I felt so strange, everyone was so cool, wearing a branded shoes nike, adidas, vans, converse, new balance, kawai, crocs, etc. Dan saya hanya menggunakan sepatu kets biasa :’) karena I didn’t understand fashion at all at that time (Dan aku pun mengenal merk2 sepatu, baju, celana setelah tinggal disini, maklum dari kota kecil hmm:\). CULTURE SHOCKED. Yeah, terutama pada penggunaan kata ganti orang pertama dan kedua tunggal, they use those words that I only heard in TV, “Gue-Lo”. And I felt so a new species. I choose being silent with some negative thoughts that haunted me, “How if I’m not accepted here?” “How if I got bully?” “How if I can’t socialize?” “HOW IF?!”. Apalagi, I had to live in dormitory and that means had to live with those guys  from another city, different culture. Aku hanya bisa diam memikirkan itu semua. Aku hanya takut penolakan, aku takut gak diterima dan semuanya begitu menghantui pikiran. Tapi semuanya sirna when I saw the buildings here( esp, SCOOL OF CEATIVE INDUSTRIES(Fakultas Industri Kreatif)my faculty!!!). OH MYYY GOD!




 I had never seen such a place like this. So artistic, cool, and I was like “THIS IS WHAT I WANT!! OH GOD THANKS FOR GIVING ME THIS PLACEEE!!!”. Apalagi UKM nya tuhaaaaannn! KOREA, SENI BALI, ENGLISH, SEARCH, SENI EMBUM. All what I had been searching are here! Setelah ngeliat2, balik ke tempat temennya mama, yang anaknya adalah temen TK saya dulu. Dan disini mengalami hal yang aneh lagi. Sunda. Everyone in that home uses bahasa sunda and I have to be familiar with these words, “teh, naon, naha, saha, kang, aak, teteh, ceuna, teuing, aing, urang”. Yeah! I have to struggle hahahaha! But, now I love that different, that culture shocked.


Dormitory.


First Impression was……….boring. I rarely talked to them, while they talked often each other. They come from the same province, West Java. Jadi mungkin akan sangat gampang bagi mereka untuk berkomunikasi, alias nyambung. And again, bener2 harus nyari bahan ceritaan yang bisa buat nyambung and had to struggle so hard. Tapi ya tetep, mereka lebih banyak nanya duluan. Hehehe:))))) living in dormitory teach me how to call these guys “bro” hahahahaha(maklum temen gue di kota gue banyakan cewe dan biasanya cyin, eyke hahaha) now everyone in my room, dormitory is getting nice and gets more everyday, we talk often, we joke, and we care each other, I love being here. THANKS GOD! but here, were are more silent, busy with our gadgets.  That’s okay:))))) here are pics of my room!


AND HI!!! 


New student orientation (OMB)

OMB was started August11th-13th. Those activities are the most tiring ever! Had to wake up at 2am and we went to Masjid to pray in congregation and OMB started 7am. All new students were divided into 30 groups and I’m a part of “Pleton 9A”. I LOVE OMB. It introduced me to a good people from another province, even another country, Timor Leste. We asked normal questions to weird question each other, about culture, a good place and etc. We joked, laugh so hard each other even seniors were mad at me hahaha.  We ate together for three days in a row. I felt comfort with them. I felt like I was closer with them than my friend in major. Although now we rarely meet but still keep in touch in line group. I love being a part of “Pleton 9A”! I dont have photos of OMB 'cause we couldn't bring handphone :(

Major-mates

I’m not really close to them all, close with some, But still they’re good people and I think they’re my fashion teacher hahaha. They know anything about brand, fashion, how to be fashionable. And the most important is they all are good at drawing so it’s easy for me to get a long with these guys. I love being here deh pokoknya. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Thanks! I have photos with them but I'm too lazy to move it from my phone :)))

AAAAAAAAA pokoknya I love being here, what I’ve been searching are here, things I had never got before, I got here. I love that culture shocked, I love that different we are different but I love its different, I hope it will get more nice, kind and gets more day-by-day. And I hope I can feel like at home(betah) here, work smart, graduate, get a job. Aamiin. Thanks for your kindness, ya Allah! :)))) 
so byeeeee. thanks for reading and hope you like it! :)) and sorry for my bad english. First way to increase my english is to use english for blogging :))

Friday, March 7, 2014

Prime Minister and I

I recently just finished watching Korean Drama, Prime Minister and I. And I'm entertained with this! So let me spread about my opinion of this drama. For those who hasn't watched it yet, I'm sorry bcse my opinion has a lot of spoiler. Hahahaha :p


before that, I'm gonna give the synopsis that I copied from Asianwiki.

"Prime Minister Kwon Yool (Lee Beom-Soo) works well at his office, but he struggles to raise his three children alone. Nam Nam Da-Jung (Yoona) is a reporter full of enthusiasm at work, but she always ends up missing big scoops. Nam Da-Jung comes to Kwon Yool and his three kids like a Christmas present."

I've been so busy and bored at the same time. Bored of my activity, so that's why I decided to watch this drama. I choose this it's all because of my future wife, YOONAAAA! It's really good to see Yoona played again in drama. And this whole story was so good!! I can't help myself laughing in the beginning episodes. It's so warming family story. It's my first time watching Yoona with A man who is much older that her, Lee Bum So. They totally rock on and acting and I got the beautiful chemistry and it makes this drama really good to watch. It pulls you in from start to finish. And Yoona is improving her acting skill, especially cry acting. She did a good job. Yoona shined on this drama and yeah she got an KBS award! (btw, I praised Yoona a lot isn't bcause of I love her, but she really deserve it). But, I dont like the episode....hmm I forgot what exactly episode is, when the writer making Nayong (Kwon Yul's late wife that is dead) is still alive. It nonsense. How could? It's like Indonesian-Soap Opera Tastes. But it's okay for that as long as Nayoung didn't ask for remarriage. That's ok for that, Even though we didn't expect the story to come up with this.. The ending was so safe!! Anyone don't appreciate it but i really really appreciate it! I still love this drama 'cause finally Dajung and Kwon Yul would end up together!!! It's exactly the ending what I want!! semua jelas, no more hatred and spread happiness. Dajeong with Yul. Chief Seo get what she wanted except love, but she taught us that love doesnt need to have but loyalty, faithful and no revenge. Kang In Ho....I respect for him, he will sick and tired of having Da jeong next to Yul but he must be happy, her hyung had been healthy. Minister Park....aww finally he made up with Yul. Btw, I love the he treats well his wife, I'm guessing, that is the firs time Minister Park and Yoen He having sex hahahaha that's why they got their baby. I'm happy too for Nayoung, she could live with Kang Soo Hoo. And I love the three children, they are welcoming Dajung finallyyyy!!!! I'm so sad bcse in Korea this drama got low rating. Obvious, Prime minister and i deserve more high ratings!! Forget about that. This so highly recommended drama. Great drama. A fun, romantic comedy with bit of heart breaking moments. MUST WATCH!!!










Like I said before, this drama sometimes tastes like Indonesian-soap opera. Lol!!

you can have whatever you are willing to struggle for

Hi, so this is my first posting that I posted in 2014. Since 2013 I had been so busy for making ready myself for University Entrance Test or in Indonesia, it called SBMPTN(well I couldn't pass the test :( ) and I had been having no Idea to post/write something in blog. Now, I miss it! I miss the old times when I didn't get depressed so easily, I was just having fun with no worries and everything that I used to do when I was in Senior High School. Hahahahaha I regret for ever saying that Senior High School is the worst thing, I was wrong. It's the best times I had. Since I failed to enter the state university that I wanted, it changed me a lot. yeah now it's the worst thing. I started to hate myself, I worry too much, I get depressed so easily, always thinking that I shouldn't think, and my life is full of negativity now. Even, sometimes, I thought negatively to God, "Why? I studied!!" "Did I not deserve happy?" "What have I done to you? I believe you. Why?" "Did I do sins too much?" even........"God, do you exist?". For a week, I had been dumb thinking about the existence of God. Fortunately, Allah/God save me. Allah exist. I might not be able to Allah, but I feel it. Because of that, I introspected myself a lot. And now I'm like...."Yeah, I deserve it, I sinned to much, I didnt really put my optimal/maximal effort to get it and I'm sorry for ever thinking that you didn't exist.". Now, I'm on my freshman year in state university. I was accepted with other test. AND THIS MADNESS HASN'T ENDED UP HERE. Being a student here isn't exactly what I expected before. Out of expectation. It's so boring here, I don't have any spirit. Oh ya Allah I'm sorry. I'm not thankful. I'm sorry. Jeongmal Miannata :( I believe "if you want something big, work bigger", "you don't always get what you wish for, you get what you work for" and I really believe what Allah said, "Allah will create ease after hardship". Yeah! It's my spiritbooster. Everything happens for a reason, that's true. Maybe god, give me this way to remind me about, work hard, not sinning, give my best and letting allah do the rest. Yup because. YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVER YOU ARE WILLING TO STRUGGLE FOR. From now on(uda lama sih), I have to work harder, because I have so much dreams that I have to make it true!! There's no late. Optimize my time to make it maximum and let Allah do the rest (Tawakkal). And that for whoever you read this blog. I'm sorry for my bad in english. I'm still learner and it's not my mother language. :D