cat doesnt know where to find home, a home its never been to

Have u ever felt like u hate yourself a lot you even cant resist. You feel like you meet ur enemy everytime u look at mirror. Nothing makes u passionate, nothing to struggle for. Died doesnt even matter. Alone. World is so bright when all u can see is black. Laughing while u are depressed inside. The theory of impressing people is just so stupid. Dont even respect urself. Thats what i got for not believing something great, the greatest they say. God, ur so funny. U made something, things against u. Oh idk. For whoever whatever thank you for making the cat, the stray cat whos seeking for a new home feeling so bad about itself. The cat is now half dead. The cat just wants to be dissapear from this human word. Whatta world. Poor cat.