Hi! Have u ever felt like you love your family, but you just
can’t be with your family? Im feeling it lately since I was back home (and
sometimes I couldn’t call it “home”). The more I spend time with them, the more
I realize I just dont fit in “anymore” with them. Different goals, idea and
perspective. It’s okay if we have different “stuffs” tho, but the thing is they
push me to follow what they think it’s right and follow the path. I used to
think that my family was the coolest family in this world because they let me
chose what I want for my life, while most of my friends didnt get that. They
are still cool tho, but only when we are seperated. I love them. I just cant be
with them. I dont want to lose them but I cant live at the same roof with them.
Maybe I’m just the one with so many wants in his life. Maybe they give me
limited while I want limitless. Maybe I’m just an ungrateful bitch son who
doesnt know how to be thankful. Maybe I’m just sad. I can’t wait to get a job,
earn money. Send some money to my parents and sister monthly, leave the house
and live my life. I do love them, I dont want to lose them, but I just can’t
live at the same roof.
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The ungrateful bitch son,
Rino.
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